Who am I? by: Tawni King 2/4/13

i'm a liar

i'm a manipulative bitch

i'm a imaginative artist

whose skills cannot be recreated, or reimagined in any shape or form.

i'm an outgoing introvert

who wishes sometimes she could be mute.

because maybe, just maybe, people would pretend to care for a miniscule second.

i'm a hopeless romantic

who ignores the past for the chance at a future that can never truly be real.

i'm a judgmental person

not about race or preferences or any other differences that 'limits' another person.

but to the people who create the "limits'.

i'm a fantastic fantisizer

of hopes and dreams

figuring out any way, no matter how unrealistic, to avoid the truth.

i'm an angsty teenager

who's hormone levels never really were stable to begin with.

i'm a horny female

who doesn't realize how far is too far

when it comes to how outgoing is okay in public.

i'm nothing like a perfect child

putting my parents through much more

then they ever accidentally signed up for.

i'm a beauty that is often unrelatable

due to my past, people don't fully understand my struggles within myself.

i'm a lonely woman

sitting underneath an umbrella

simply waiting for the winds to change.

i'm a poetic dreamer

that ends in either a comedic tragedy or a tragic comedy.

i'm a nutcase

who ran through others like myself

who cannot fully perceive life as a realistically boring place.

i'm a wallflower

who doesn't even try to speak up

because my silence is worth a thousand words, perceived only by those who matter.

but i'm a manipulative bitch

and a liar.

Cheating emotions until I realize how naive I really am.